Cell Body and Dendrite

When the tree falls in the mirror neuron of a young medic it does not make much sound. One such moment was in the Kilpauk Medical College library dense silence jungles. Santiago Ramón y Cajal was one such towering Spanish father tree competing for attention with all the silences and the abstract thoughts of the Banyans of the Kilpauk medical college Campus. Every medical college and their tree counterparts share the similar storylines speaking volumes about the formative years of the young medics. 

How Ramón y Cajal’s legacy shaped the world’s to come is a feat in itself. Along with the the crops and plants that had value in the enriching the diversity champions life style, the tree model illustrations of ‘Santiago Ramón y Cajal ‘ was the most sought after all. The arborescent dendritic branches of ‘ Ramón y Cajal’ can be aptly referred to the ‘mirror trees’ as the arrangement mirrors the most efficient tree arrangements in a forest to intertwine and communicate with each other. The 'Mirror Neuron' which receives it name for mirroring the motor functions fails to capture the essence of the dendrites, that mirror the deep evolutionary designs of the nervous system. The art of branching that takes place in the lungs, vascular systems, kidneys and other organs do mirror the same essence but the branching models of the nervous tissue takes a special interest in keeping up the spirits of the trees. ‘Dendrite’ is the branching of a tree sounds as strong and clear as ‘ Vaginum’ is the floral sheath.

My personal bias is in remaining attracted to this dream of how the pre-morbid rowdy of a fellow can convert his angst to raise to the position of a father of modern neuro-anatomy is not limited by time. How far can the disaffected go with this pointlessness of the situation without the champions of social institutions?  How far the temples, hotels, churches and families are conducive to promote the healing spaces is what should reverberate perpetually...

 The single neuron minded theoreticians of the West who wield the authority by blinding themselves to the sounds, musics, emotions of the disaffected, present themselves with  a humongous gap that dictates the needs for its own remedies from the STEM [ Science, Engineering , Technology and Mathematics] industries and training industries of modern Post colonial Psychiatrists. 

Kafkaesque

Tyranny without a tyrant - 

Prisoner of own ego and being unable to delegate paperwork to others - 

success that comes with completion becomes pointless - 

Frustrating and disorientating amount of pointless paperwork

Bureaucracy of 20th Century Prague and Similar times and places.

Dreaming of nether castles

Ramayana dreams of Janamejaya castles
Krishna of Ayodhyas
Smokers of Pranayamas
Drinkers of Dhauti
Eaters of fasting
Oligophrenics of Multiple personalities
Schizophrenics of Advaitha
Honeybees of Ascetics
Blue Buddhas of Saraswathis
So On of So Vice Versas

அழகு செய்வார்

முற்ற முழு மணி பூணுக்கு பூண் வேண்டா 
யாரோ அழகுக்கு அழகு செய்வார்

எ ஃபியூ போயம்ஸ் ...

ரிங்கா ரிங்கா ரோசெஸ்
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பூக்கலன்கள்
வாளாவிருத்தன்கள் 
ஐம்பூலன்கள்
காலன்கள்
ஓலன்கள்
அக்னிகுஞ்சன்கள்
மாலன்கள்
லிபரல் டெமோகிரேட்கள்
சாய்யன்கள்
அல்லாஹ்வின் முமுட்சுகள்
திணை மயக்கந்தரித்து
பாலை ஆவதே தெப்போது

குண்டர்கள்

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வினாயகர்களையும் 

புத்தர்களையும் 

சாண்டா கிளாஸ் உருவாக்கும் மதங்களையும்

கோப மிட்டாய் வியாபாரிகளையும் 

எந்த சட்டம் தடுக்கும்?

கரும் பலகை
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பலப்பம் அதற்கு கோவ இலை

எழுத்தே உன் மேல் கோபம் இல்லை

ஆங்கர் டீ-க ன் ஸ் ட் ஸ்ட் ற்ற க் ட்ஸ் டெக்ஸ்ட்

La la la all Allah...

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Brown girl in the ring ..

A poem 

Girl in the side
Is hot
Listening to all his fibs
one central hotspot
All your lies dies 

Man on my other side
Is not so
Listening to all her fibs
One central hotspot
All your truths dies

Hallelujahs...

Games near a chocolate factory

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Caterpillars, 

Spiders, 

Daisies, 

Green frogs, 

Butterflies, 

Ants ... 

‘On the Rocks’. 

Art gets Tipsy... 

Found and Hid it back...

Searching 

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Like all my writer friends

going for 

a 'Vac' today 

Proposition Poem

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E.V. Ramaswamy Periyar is a ‘Domestics’

பரிணாமம் படிக்காத பறவைகள்
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ஜெர்மானிய ஜன்னலை பார்
கொக்குகளுக்கு மிட்டாய் வை 

இந்திய காம்பௌண்ட் சுவர்களை பார்
காகங்களுக்கு கூட்டாஞ்சோறு வை 

99 விழுக்காடு மீன் விழுங்கும் ஈஸ்டர்ன் ஆஸ்பிரே
டார்வின் படித்தது போதும் 

திருக்கழுக்குன்றம் உண்டக்கட்டி
மல்லாந்து என்னையும் உண்ணேன் 

heating disorders - eating disorders - heat
eating disorders - heating disorders - eat

அஞ்சேல் அலுப்பு மருந்து
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கண்ணன் குளிக்கிறான்
கண்ணன் என் கால் குழந்தை 

கண்ணன் உறங்குகிறான்
கண்ணன் என் கைக்குழந்தை 

மாய்ந்து போகிறேன்
மாய்ந்தும் போயேன் நீ கொஞ்சம்
கண்ணன் என் மாயக்குழந்தை

நன்றி : ஈஸ்வரி குமார்..

ஸெல்ப் அஃக்ராண்டிஸெமென்ட் ட்ரிவேல்
மீட்ஸ்
ஸெல்ப் டெப்ரேகட்டரி ஹ்ஹுயூமர்

(Self Aggrandizement Drivel Meets Self Deprecatory Humour)
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இந்திரானால் புலம் பெயர்ந்த
மேற்குத் தொடர்ச்சி கிராண்ட் வெஸ்ட் ட்ரங்க் எக்ஸ்பிரஸ் அகத்தியரின் பாம்பும் 

பெங்காலி காளிகளின் பாசக்கதிர்களில் நழுவியோடிய
பௌத்தர்களின் வேத விலாங்குகளும் 

தமிழ்த் தட்டான் பூச்சிக் காடுகளில்
'ஐயம் சாரி'
'ஐயம் டூ சாரி'
'ஐயம் பூசாரி..'

இந்திரனின் நீலமா
புத்தனின் நீலமா
தன் வாலையே விழுங்கும் பாம்பே
உன் ஒரு தலைக் கண்டம்

செல்வம்
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கோபமிட்டாய் கண்ணன்
கோப மிட்டாய்கள் 
செல்லம் இன்னும் கோபமா
அனலிஸ்டுகள் ஆராதனை செய்யவா
அடுக்களை தன்னையே
அடுக்குவது நியாயமா
பூ மேலும் பூ மேலும் பூ
பூ செய்

Wealth of medics
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Psychiatrists
Antipsychotics
Aren’t you suffice
Analysts are getting upset
More fun outside
Kitchen
Flowers florid, flowers bush
Boom ‘Pooja’ Boom

முக்கூடல்
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வெந்த புண்களில் வேலை பாய்ச்சுவதே
புலவர் தொழில் 
முருக வேலா
இந்த 🐳ஆ
என கேக்கிறான்
இவன்
டயாபர் தமிழனா
கோமனக்குட்டியா
எந்த அகராதி
எந்த வீட்டுக்காரன்
வூட்டுக்கார
அம்மணீ அம்மணீ அம்மணீ

   .
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குடை
கோட் 
குல்லா
டை
மழை
பற
பற
வை

Mathsa Vilasa Prahasana

The farce of a drunken science

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Relationships are forever trickier. Relationships with tricksters doesn't get any easy. Henry the eight gave a whole hearted attempt to explore the farce of marital relationships. He killed one out of six. The feat matching that of John Cadewell, he killed one out of twelve before propositioning Lithium as a gold standard for Bipolar mood swings. Henry only propositioned a lot of church money to his own government, an apple of his eye daughter Elizabeth and five hundred ships to appease his sea folly spirits. Relationship with real people cannot be the same as relationship with objects of science. Real people purr when you are nicer to them. Objects of science blur the conditions to be nicer to people.

In oligopoly the man who has relationship intimate with zero to one person, tends to thrust his view points on to others and constitutionalise the puranic ancient canons. In Polypoly the man who has far too many relationship trees hides his sexual affinities behind the scientific canons like evolution, linguistics, racial histories and would thrust the oligopoly constitutions on the willing subjects. 

If the hero wants a clinical claim to expedite matters to his advantage, he often turns to ICD and DSM to appease his mores. Autism is compatible with oligogamy ( monogamy or zero gamy) . ADHD is compatible with Openness to new novelty experiences. Personality disorder is compatible with finding a dominatrix mistress. Depressive disorder is compatible with learned helplessness with rich and powerful partners. Anarchic personality is compatible with Dissocial personality disorder. Antisocial personality is compatible with having the harem of partners. Manic personality has the art of assortative mating with honey bee like profilers. The learning disabled is too clever for these trouble and never moves away from his mom and the Carer. The Schizo and the deluded keep adding how many more virtues and vices could be added in this dimension. 

Medicaments can come to rescue the souls severed by excesses of unregulated passion. Except when it does not Bung up the bowels, retrograde ejaculate in to the bladder, make you a space cadet or a rocking star. Especially when the relationships trivialise abortions, extramarital relationships and in the process trivialises sex itself, there is little scope for phytoestrogens and psychotropics to rescue the glory. Psychotherapy is the key, I pray to thee... Lord Shiva, let you get a very old girl as your therapist, to avoid the lure of relationships and to hang on tight and to get in there to the zone of creativity, to recreate the holy order your house, away from the influence of masquerading politicians and movie stars. 

Let the spirits of Emma Darwin and Jenny Marx guide your being to a more restful place called Home, away from all the back breaking works of the world on.

இன்குபேட்டரின் குழவி / Preemie

வெவ்வேறு கண்கள்
ஒரே மாஸ்க்
இன்குபேட்டரின் குழவி
ஆயிரங்கண்ணுடையாள்

A thousand differing peering eyes
Incubator's Preemie
Sameness of Masks
Sucks

Trigger Warning: A Literary theory.
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Agencies of care involved in providing the optimal care of recovery, shall not overstimulate by providing a thousand and one perspectives nor shall push them in to a clinical marasmus by providing banal white noise lullabies. The optimal looks and optimal speech shall guide the 'Daseins' who end up in sensory deprivation time out zones. Life is a Birch.

Love Poem for A Wife - by A.K. Ramanujan

Love Poem for A Wife
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A poem by A.K. Ramanujan

Really what keeps us apart
at the end of years is unshared
childhood. You cannot, for instance,

meet my father. He is some years
dead. Neither can I meet yours:
he has lately lost his temper
and mellowed.

In the transverse midnight gossip
of cousins’ reunions among
brandy fumes, cashews and the Absences
of grandparents, you suddenly grow
nostalgic for my past and I
envy you your village dog-ride
and the mythology

of the sever crazy aunts.
You begin to recognize me
as I pass from ghost to real
and back again in the albums
of family rumours, in brothers’
anecdotes of how noisily
father bathed,

slapping soap on his back;
find sources for a familiar
sheep-mouth look in a sepia wedding
picture of father in a turban,
mother standing on her bare
splayed feet, silver rings
on her second toes;

and reduce the entire career
of my recent unique self
to the compulsion of some high
sentence in His Smilesian diary.
And your father, gone irrevocably
in age, after changing every day
your youth’s evenings,

he will acknowledge the wickedness
of no reminiscence: no, not
the burning end of the cigarette
in the balcony, pacing
to and fro as you came to the gate
late, after what you thought
was an innocent

date with a nice Muslim friend
who only hinted at touches.
Only two weeks ago, in Chicago,
you and your brother James started
one of you old drag-out fights
about where the bathroom was
in the backyard,

north or south of the well
next to the jackfruit tree
in your father’s father’s house
in Alleppey. Sister-in-law
and I were blank cut-outs
fitted to our respective
slots in a room

really nowhere as the two of you
got down to the floor t draw
blueprints of a house from memory
of everything, from newspapers
to the backs of envelopes
and road-maps of the United States
that happened

to flap in the other room
in a midnight wind: you wagered heirlooms
and husband’s earnings on what the Uncle in Kuwait
would say about the Bathroom
and the Well, and the dying,
by now dead,

tree next to it. Probably
only the Egyptians had it right:
their kings had sisters for queens
to continue the incests
of childhood into marriage.
or we should do as well-meaning
Hindus did.

betroth us before birth
forestalling separate horoscopes
and mother’s first periods,
and wed us in the oral cradle
and carry marriage back into
the namelessness of childhoods.

Of Analysis and Therapies

Of Analyses & Therapies
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          Jesus said to them:
When you make the two one, and
when you make the inner as the outer
and the outer as the inner and the above
as the below, and when
you make the male and female into a single one,
so that the male will not be male and
the female not be female, when you make
eyes in the place of an eye, and hand
in the place of a hand, and foot in the place
of a foot, and an image in the place of an image,
then shall you enter the Kingdom

The Gospel According to Thomas

From : The politics of experience and the bird of paradise , R.D.Laing, 1967

Corollary:
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Patriarchs steeped in the histories and aligned to the Corinthian pillars of power, do get ergonomic designs to create next generation nymphs.

When the attraction in chasing the dreams of Nymphs end, the job of the therapist often involves clipping new wings, putting on pedestals and taming the waves of desires.

Writer Jeyamohan is Vexatious

for all my sins, i find hard to develop a liking for writer jeyamohan's literary works. Not because of 'oneness', not because of nabovokian descriptiveness, not because of farce humour, not because of verbosity, not because it is stifling, not because it is pureness, not because it is too attractive, not because it explains too much, not because it knows too much, not because it doesnt stop, not because i am not feeling sorry for the toil and labour, not because it feels like white noise and lullaby, i am sorry my great sir....

The salon is vlosed. Time for self care.

‘Paired - Associate’ Learning...

‘Paired - Associate’ Conditioning
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Honey Bees never condition themselves as Adhi Shankaras, Raghavendhirars, Music Mullas, Sadhu Priests so on and so forth...evolutionary champs has the key. They are forever cross pollinating species for their own survival. 

Here’s one to the ones, who fixate and own to account for their own survival and condition themselves with Beers, Babas, Kites, Cigars and Family Mans.

‘Hops’ : From Darkness comes the light...

Literary Theorists:
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Love’s labour loss is statistically significant loss compared to the lost labour’s love. Blue rests in Blues.

Picture: Hops are the flowers of the hop plant Humulus lupulus. They are used primarily as a bittering, flavouring and stability agent in beer

Thanks You Payonin Sir...

Begin forwarded message:

From: jayaprakash rajendran
Subject: Thanks You Payonin Sir...
Date: 11 September 2018 at 06:46:40 BST
To: பேயோன்

Dear Sir, 

I have abandoned my effort to rewrite your poems to suit my agendas. The trema of shouting out my own ideas on a stage is frightening and hiding behind your aura seems a safety blanket for me. But I don’t want to go to early grave getting addicted to the buzz of creating. Because I don’t know when to stop. My periyappa who tip toed on his art teacher earned his wrath and lost his charm and went down the worm hole and ended being locked up and died in IMH, Chennai. That’s going to be my weakness and I am going to whole heartedly own the shame and the weakness of my methods. I already used one of your poem and that will be my last gift from you. Thanks very much sir. From another chapter 'பிறக்கட்டும் புது யுகம்!!!” I found my lessons for framework and whatever.. With a lot of heaviness in my heart, I am going to leave you in peace and terribly miss you.. Thanks for all your kindness and guidance for aspiring writers like me..

Many thanks Sir, 

JP Rajendran

Param - Para : From person to person.

Param - Para : From person to person. 

What comes from the heart goes to the heart. 

I pay my dad’s money, you educate me attitude has poor pay offs. 

Lead Kindly Light, From Athens, Iliads, Homers, Odysseus ...Nobodies and Nemos to the teachers from the Cradle of Indus health Civilization.

    Picture Courtesy: Dr RK Rudhran - Replica , Madras Medical College, Chennai, India

The Amorous City Scapes

Loves sits on No Homes 

Streets Suffice
This little English boy 
wants to turn in to a
bygone era of romantic poets
when the market forces
are stuffing Vagal irritants
sufficiently blinding
trivialising all emotions
he doth has the heart of an eagle
the eye of daffodils
patience of a primrose
let the love trail
let the love trail

The Grass Bezoar

The horses and their sports are not well rooted in Indian subcontinent as some western scholars insinuate to the young readers, as they did not have enough Leg rooms. Horses are not native to Indian Subcontinent similar to the lions. Hunting and Ashwamedha Yaga are viewed with suspicion and there are long held beliefs that these forces played a major role in shaping of Indian history culture. 

The spectacle of cruel horse sacrifice and Necrophilia linked with the queen is directly propagated and aimed at the Brahmin Priests to have killed the pain related to addiction to the fast sports, hunting, gambling and related maladies of the ancient times. The emblematic horses on the Ashoka Chakra remains as an ambiguous symbol singing the glory of the war horses and cautionary tales of an impending danger. The Ashwamedha Yaga sacrificial priests who have tamed the spirits at the times of distress are often made scape goats for denying to recreate the spectre of horrors of the history. Did the Ashwamedha Yaga prized horses that are trained to run relentlessly covering vast scapes of unmarked territories to create empires for the kings, lacked the training when to trot gracefully and halt and retreat to safe places?

When the young mind is given a picture to digest, of the Queens being made to sleep with the slaughtered horses, it triggers a strong image of the role of the priest. The ancient anxiety trickles down generation after generation, without any accompanying subtext or explanation.

The plight of the persons bonded with the fast running species calls for our attention to evaluate critically the method behind the madness. Race horses and Grass Sickness condition throws more light in to this ancient horror. Race horses that run enviable distances to conquer the lands for their kings and the jackpot for their gamblers when fall in to the precipices, the gloom of the spasms descend on all the stakeholders. The bowels craving for the missing joy of daily running congests, twists, bloats and the agonised anti-peristaltic frothing and rolling on the grounds is a price the kings and the gamblers pay for nurturing this trait.

It is a million dollar venture to save the horses who walk blindly in to this gambit. The transference and the sympathetic pain that descends on to the stake holders of the dying horse is unquestionable. The bezoars of the blocked bowels of the kings and horses becomes the responsibility of the so called Brahmin Priests, or any other professionals who could allay their misery. It evokes how this is narrated at different points in history to suit the needs of the people who want to ascend to the power. If Brahmin bashing becomes a common currency to rise to power, all the rituals associated with the class acquire the dark veils and shadows.

The queen who is made to sleep with the slaughtered animal in distress to compensate for the voracious appetite and the ensuing pangs of guilts of the king, is the question that remains unanswered. The kings may become supposedly guilt free through this act. What is left at the remains of the Queens explains the fallacy of quick fixes for Kings to come. The champions who tamed the spirits of the horse race gambling without leaving any pangs of envy, leave an indelible mark in the histories, which keeps resonating in the works of Sculptor Sri.M.N. Jayaraman Nagappa, in Chennai Anna Flyover.

Anatomy of a Fallacy : 'P' Value

If you get 4 out of 5 times correct, that is enough to generate a value of scientific confidence. How does it work in the generating a proposition in humanities. 'The Hunger Artist' of Franz Kafka is a powerful metaphor. The man who does not love food, finds a new mission to lie down in front of a public audience for 40 days. The appreciation works it charm during this show. The show owner loses interest in this game after 40 days of starvation and fires the hunger artist. Even after the show is over the man continues to starve himself to death. 'Kafkaesque' in action. 

Loss of love towards food is one of the varieties of disturbance that makes a dominant presence in formulating many a maladies of the mind. The bureaucratic process maps of the social institutes for recovering from mental illness find hard to recreate the lost magic towards food. It is not 'what is on the offer' culture that creates the space for reigniting the love for food. It is how it is offered and the music and languages that follows before and during the process. The tyranny without tyrant is the Kafkaesque essence that creates metabolic syndromes and clinical buddhas of the fallen men. It is often repeated that there are many trees and few Indians in the social institutes. More managers and less people on the shop floor. The eating never stops, the hunger never stops as there is no Love that feedbacks or guides the fallen...

There is no personal trainer you can fall in love without boundaries who can put you on the long leash of ketogenic diet or 8 litres of water a day. Does this generate a scientific confidence value, that Kafkaesque social institutes promoting recovery falls flat on its lofty ambitions. It is my fourth attempt in trying to link a few ideas together to generate a truth like proposition. My bladder is getting irritable and urges me to take a leave at this juncture every other time I cross this point. There is no 'P' Value in Humanities, Only 'Pee' Waves'. Getting seriously pissed off repeatedly. 

That's when the dream never stops of Annapooranis who kick in with magic wands out of of frogs' legs, blue cheeses, burgers, red wines.. 'Time enough' mothers. Hari Om Tat Sat...

‘Do’ or ‘Docere’

‘Do’ or ‘Docere’ : 

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The roots of doctor are found in Latin to ‘Docere’. To Teach good ways of living. Teaching by example and a personal one to one transmission of the essential is an utopian dream of a good teacher. When the cultural icons are busy plundering and amassing wealth, escaping from tyranny, legalising slave trade, seeing the world as a market, their gurus inevitably catch up on the restlessness of their ages keeping the art of doctoring a distant utopian dream. Hence the watered down version of ‘To Preach’ becomes a restless norm for the desirable ‘To Teach’. 

Now preaching by the priests has its own enemies. Dogs testicles hanging out prominently are called Bollocks. A common slang that refers to the Priest’s Cloaks, for prominently displaying the agenda of proselytising in masses to bring the spirits in tune with the restless empire building forces. There is no time for the discontent except for the marked emptiness of the missionaries. 

Doctors sharing the restlessness of their times have maintained the pangs of anxiety that is transmitted generation after generation perpetuating several myths of the state. I have shared two poems of Writer Payon that captures the essence of this Crux from Indian milieu. I have sought his permission to modify it in version two of first poem and the second poem to capture and mix the essence of post colonial angst. 

The Iyer, Priest and Psychiatrist share the kindred spirits in promulgating the modern myths from the Vedic times. Good rituals from Humanities and Psychoanalyst the effective personal guru in bad times have been silenced by the restless charitable acts far too quickly. This kind of addresses why psychiatry and sociology of the West continue to fail in making an effective appeal. 

Poem 1:

ஓய்! அயிறே
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மனப்பாடம் செய்த மந்திரத்தை சீக்கிரம் கக்கு
அட்சரம் பிசகத் திருப்பிச் சொல்கிறேன் 

உன் கூட்டத்தின் ஓலம் தவிர்க்க நேற்று மாட்டிய வெண்பாம்பைப் பார்த்து நானும் உன் மந்தை என ஏமாறாதே 

நீ மூக்கை நோண்டிவிட்டு வேட்டியில் துடைக்கும் கையால் பிடித்துவைத்த சோற்றுருண்டையில்
என் அப்பா குந்தியிருக்கிறார்
எனப் பிதற்றாதே

நாலு பருக்கை போடும் வரை பசியில் அலைவார் என மிரட்டாதே 

ஆளை நெருப்புக்குள் தள்ளி விட்டுக் காலையிலிருந்து என்னை ஈரத்துணியில் உட்காரவைத்திருக்கிறாய்.

Poem 2: Modified Version 2

ஓய்! ஸைக்கியாட்ரிஸ்ட்டே
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மனப்பாடம் செய்த மந்திரத்தை சீக்கிரம் கக்கு
அட்சரம் பிசகத் திருப்பிச் சொல்கிறேன் 

உன் கூட்டத்தின் ஓலம் தவிர்க்க நேற்று மாட்டிய வெண்பாம்பைப் பார்த்து நானும் உன் மந்தை என ஏமாறாதே 

நீ மூக்கை நோண்டிவிட்டு வேட்டியில் துடைக்கும் கையால் பிடித்துவைத்த சோற்றுருண்டையில்
என் அப்பாவின் ஜீன் குந்தியிருக்கிறார்
எனப் பிதற்றாதே

நாலு பருக்கை போடும் வரை பசியில் அலைவார் என மிரட்டாதே 

ஆளை நெருப்புக்குள் தள்ளி விட்டுக் காலையிலிருந்து என்னை ஈரத்துணியில் உட்காரவைத்திருக்கிறாய்.

Poem 2

ஓஹோ!
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பாட்டன், முப்பாட்டன் எல்லாம் 

காக்கை உருவத்தில் வருவார்களாமா? 

டோபமைன் உருவத்தில் வருவார்களாமா? 

“கா கா” என்று நாம் கத்தினால் அன்பாக ஓடி வந்து ஒயிட் ரைஸைத் தின்பார்களாமா? 

சாலைப் பெருச்சாளிகளை அக்கு அக்காகக் கொத்தித் தின்ற பின் அத்தனூண்டு வயிற்றில் இடம் இருக்குமாமா?

Reproduced [ Poem 1] and Modified [ Poem 2 and 3]  with Permission from Writer Payon. 

Reference:  

வாழ்வின் இயக்கத்தில் மனிதனின் தனிமை,  பேயோன் ,  2018

Humanities Perspective on Autism Vs Personality Disorders

This book is new on the stands. Would not say hot off the press. More cold logic and lot of hours of drudgery. But I am personally satisfied with the scholarship and the openness for new ideas. The book is available in Karmac books online.

Albert Einstein once said: "We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them."

‘ Semitism and Brahminism’ is such a powerful and overpowering knot as a result of thousands of years of linear and rational thinking as dictated by the vicissitudes of civilisational trajectories and relentless cultural wars. We end up picking up the pieces in our day to day clinical works is the occupational hazard of our professional lives.

Brahma is the creator of social, political and cultural orders of our civilisations. All the roads to hell are paved with the best intention as Samuel Johnson puts it. So for all the right and wrong reasons, the knot of Brahminism and Anti Brahminism evolves and comes across our ways of clinical work of the Psychiatrist and Brethren Psychologists.

APA Diaspora Jewish Psychiatrists campaigned to make Anti-Semitism as a diagnostic entity in its own merit. The dissenting faction from the same group contended in Autocorrecting the habits of the methods of Semitism through rigorous reflection and taking Kanner’s Autistic Spectrum Disorder as a valid tool to allay the evils in the system of Semitism puritanical concepts. Simon Baron Cohen’s Zero Degree of Empathy captures how the empathy gets lost in both Autism and Personality disorders, i.e: Semitism Vs Anti Semitism. And he is the leading figurehead for UK Autistic Communities.

I picked up this seed / thread from Rk Rudhran and have been working on since 2007, with little or no progress so far. I reached calamitous conclusions and paid a hefty price with my mental health in my juvenile and relentless pursuit with this and retired hurt since 2015. But the new openings from Jewish Psychoanalysts have rekindled my hopes for a better future. Clinical diagnoses are often persecutory and Recovery tools from psychologists are nurturing in a motherly way.

I am keen to learn any new developments taking place in Indian milieu from my teachers and colleagues to see if any attempts to tame the holy cow in to the clinical canons of recovery similar to our American masters. There are a lot of interdisciplinary learning that takes between : Psychology and Humanities ( Folklore, Anthropology, Literature and Fine Arts) which has made this dream in to a ground reality. The religious essence gets distilled in to the agents of social care in this process. Whereas the holy cow approach held by the nexus of powerful families and aided by religious institutions are making the recovery to mental well being available to the chosen few in this network. How social institutions could spread this to the very last socially disadvantaged avoiding calamitous agents of change like Marxism is the challenge in front of us. To me it means more scholastic vigour, open mindedness, more tea , meditation and endless conversations.

If Jewish Prof Simon Baron Cohen is able to convert the angst of Jewish Genocide in to an useful role of championing for the Autistic Spectrum disorder and defend it against its predators of Personality disordered anger, thereby cleansing his memories of the trauma.I believe the same could prove useful in to converting the trauma of the Tamil Genocide from the Indian consciousness by introducing the clinical model of Autism and its antagonists in using personality disorder clinical concepts. That would be my campaigning message in a nut shell. And Humanities could tamper and shape it further to an useful clinical entity. 

On an end note: The key message from Islam is ‘ The creator / Allah stands away from his creations’ avoiding this kind of getting in to Brahminism trouble. And it is heavy snow for the past few days and I am stranded in my own home. Looking through the windows of pristine and pure snow creating some homogenous order and taking away all the diverse happiness I am used to. I would be very happy to lead, follow and shake hands with one and all who share similar interest. Starting a new division in RCPsych college in the international relations can be a help or hindrance as you can advise me. 

Links: 

Zero Degree of Empathy: https://www.theguardian.com/…/zero-degrees-empathy-baron-co…

Old and Dirty Gods: Antisemitism and Psychoanalysis :
https://www.amazon.com/Old-Dirty-Gods-Antisemi…/…/0415790980

4 A’s of a Creator

Titled : 4 A’s of a Creator
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( Autism, Ambivalence, Association Loosening, Affect Dysregulation ) 

This picture below captures the birth of civilisations and birth of its gods and leads on to think about the histories of their lived lives ( Puranas / Sunnah). 

The cosmic mouth piece is littered with Maha Shunya, Big Bang, Imagined landscapes of the garden of Eden, The dextro and Laevo rotating Shanku - Conch. The cosmic mouth piece is straddled to a Mahayoni , the originator of all new lives and new beginnings. The Mahayoni is perpetually churned out by a Mahalingam aiding the process of creation. 

The first indigenous man from the Woods looking to the Civilisational orders of things in order to interact is Adam / Rudhran. Eve and Rudhran’s consort are capable of managing their own inherent desires for the Fruits of Labour of the newly found civilisations. The responsibility in materialising this desire could be ascribed to their male counterparts. As female kind in general tend to avoid the anxiety of authorship for causing any transgressive rebellious act. So based on your biases you can ascribe the rebellious act of stealing the light/fire/knowledge for civilisation of the cities to this first man or first female. 

Snake here represents the satanic rebel aiding Adam and Rudhran in a symbiotic way to steal the Apples / fruits of civilisation/ light/ fire/ knowledge and all good things nice and warm. The transgression results in Adam’s Apple poisoned with ‘Hyper-Cholinergic substances’ acquiring the Neelakanda status. Paganic and Shamanic utterances giving the forest men ( Adam and Rudhran ) the prominent Adam Apples to distinguish it from their atrophied Indigenous first city dwellers is left to imaginations. 

The disillusioned City Dweller taking interest in the orders of a forest dwelling life could be understood from the lived lives of Prometheus, Voltaire, Rousseau, Marx so on and so forth. 

If the entire process of creating a rebellious act is sponsored by Uncles of Prophets like Muttalib ( For Mohammed ) or Cassius ( Brutus) , their lived lives takes a different connotation. That the creator of trouble or a new order is outside of his creations. 

The Cosmic Grinders are in perpetual motion churning their Big bangs, Shankus ( Conchs) and other countless cosmologies and a million lived life stories. 

In this Instance the Snake by mistake instead of stealing an Apple , uproots the entire tree of our lives. Amen, Om Shanti and Insha Allah. 

Misinterpretations most welcome.
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Medium : Paper Unruled

Size : 15 cm x 9 cm

Materials used:
Blue Ball Point,
Tea - Indian Chai,
Malabar Coffee Powder,
Urid Dhal - Pakistan Produce,
Oil - Virgin Olive - Italy,
Mustard - India,
Today’s Fresh Snow - Birmingham local produce,
Honey - Australian Flowers
Sugar - British Beet Sugar 

Artist: JP Rajendran, 3/3/18. 

Dedicated to : Prophet’s Uncle ( Abbas ibn ‘Ab’dal Muttalib.

Automatic and Orderly

Automatic and Orderly
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Outer Circular

Inner Longitudinal 

Voluntarily

Smoothly

Ever Dreaming 

Muscles of

Gods and Dogs